bitch

My mom is being such a bitch right now. She's saying i'm the fucking selfish one because I don't want to give her my computer and I need to reciprocate to her jakgh;dashf why the fuck would i give her my computer she's the one that's being fucking selfish jesus christ she has a mac too its just one year older then mine jfasklhkjd

Art show

welllll yesterday I went to an art show i entered with my fam at the high school, i didnt win anything, buttt  the first place was fucking gay fkahfdjkaflf the judges chose the worst pieces out of every level D: but oh well, so i was walking out and then this art teacher i worked with was all you should be in ap sculpture next yeear your so talented and was like :OOOO :DDDD :"DDDD and then i got my parents to come over and then alll the art teachers were complimenting me and hfjdakhfkdl basically said they will put me in the advanced class and give me recommendations and ahhhhh made my week

but for realz people's work was crazyyyyy made me pretty jealous lol

I have an extreme urge to watch harry potter, read harry potter, read the hunger games again, read the host again, watch lord of the rings, and so many things i'm not gonna have time for until summer D: and js the hunger games movie kinda sucked. Josh hutcherson is a babe though, gale is too old looking, JL is B-E-A-UTIFUL and yeah. Suzanne collins is a god.

And just putting it out there, my ket is on le diet and its actually working lolol

I'm gonna document her progresssss

Mmmmh dat armpit fat

I feel so fresh after unloading my shit on this blog :)

I want to go cray cray in KL

I dont know why but I want to get super drunk and high (lol no jk thats illegal and i would be fucked in tennis if they decided to drug test our team, btw isnt the word illegally really retarded sounding when you say it over and over...?) and have no inhibitions. What's happening to me?

Peeps

I want people to read this blog so they know me a little better, but then I don't because if they figure out my naming system (really not that clever lol) and then I can't rant freely but anywaysss i honestly am so fed up with a few people at the moment....

1) most of my tennis team.... Especially M, B, W,V,H they are getting so fucking annoying omg. I never really loved anyone on the team but seriously everyone on it is soooo immature. afhdkajfhjkald. Plus they fucking cheat during the fitness gram, they make stupid ass dramas over nothing, and they think they are soooo fucking good at tennis. For on thing M acts like my goddamn mom, when she acts like she's 10. She doesn't even know what shes talking about half the time and sakfhakslf. Jesus she makes me feel bad when i tell her to gtfo but argghhh she needs to stop acting like my superior when she can't even speak english properly. B will alway be on my bad side hahah shes such an attention seeker, but it doesn't work out because she dramatizes what guys say to her and she fucking cheated on the run in fitness gram and told me maybe if i trained harder next yearrrrrr, omg. V is just kinda annoying in a lets be friends with everyone but talk behind their backs kinda way and W is a brat...'nuff said. I feel really bad for writing all of this but its the truth. And the fact that they want to tell 'scary stories' on the bus at night... really? and they think the word sperm is soo funny and inappropriate.

2) W. sometimes not really fed up, but he's so bi-polar! And he's also a attention seeker, but so am I sooo idk.

3) SH. she needs to stop acting like she knows so much about europe and anything else she has an opinion on fhaklfaj

4) Me. Why can't I just be apathetic?

Summer vacation plansies

I cannot contain my excitement for summer! FUCKK fhaldshfgdjhag 4 more Mondays until I fly. 4. anddd I get to see C., A., W., H., and K.!!! like seriously best 16th bday present ever. I hope everyone treats me the same as before, and I REALLY hope I haven't changed. I'm afraid I'm gonna be major awks because I'm not used to being in big groups of people that actually know me anymoreeeee. Only bad thing is I'm kind of fucking scared after all this Nayati (<3) shit has happened. Apparently foreigners are being targeted :SSSSS Another thing I don't want to happen is the whole "You two should go out," because we are gonna being hanging out fo sho' I don't care if its one time, I will go apeshit on the mother f***** that starts that shit again. I'm especially excited for sleepoverrrrrrrs with A. and C. dahfdlagdslhghg and lol idk what W. is gonna do when its like girlllllllll time (hate how that sounds) . I hope I don't cry when I see everyone, its gonna look soooo stupidddd. But I really do miss everyone there soo much even Cal and Osama, well maybe not a lot, but it will be good to see those two lol. 

'Merica

Lately fights have been happening at my school every five seconds and its sooo annoying, because it fucking blocks the ENTIRE hallway and I can't move and people are pushing me from behind and hfkdahfkadlsfds. The security guards can't even do anything and they are creeeeepy and blegh. Plus they last like 7 minutes tops and its always between black people hahahaha. There's this really annoying girl in my art class who is kinda prits but not really and the way she says "fucking" is sooo amazingly irritating. She says it like "f-uuu-cki-nnnnnnnn" hafjdhflak EVERY FIVE SECONDS. Ok I swear, maybe a little too much but seriously this girl is the epitome of a trash mouth. They way girls disobey the dresscode is pretty irritating as well. I mean the shorts rule is not good for me especially cuz of how hot it is all of a sudden, but the ass-hugging club skirts to schoool?? Most of the girls already got the slut look down so I don't understand why they feel the need to make them look like prostitutes too. And lol at girl's profile pictures here, their poses are so fucking ridiculous look as well as awks. Guy's clothes here are terrible 98% of the time so I don't really give a fuck about them.

fml

fuck I have the WHAP mock exam in 3 days and i haven't done shit to prepare for it, wish my internet would die...kind of.... no...no... i love the internet..*sigh*

I'm back

SO I got a blog again lolol, lets see if it works out this time...


I'm gonna make a mega epic long post filled with all this shit that has gone through my mind for the past few months since my social life has plummeted...maybe